growing up like you

I just don´t get it, i don´t want to be like you. Growing up and looking like you turns my face so cold. The way i will turn up to be with a heart of stone.you are just a joke why do i even bother speaking to you if you are nothing to me. I don´t care if you die or cumit suicide is like what ever yo me now you haven´t been there for me so why should you care now. It running in my head your sick way of showing love its nothing but fales hope and shatterd dreams.keep your love to yourself now that you´r nothing but pain to people.

Unknow soldier

I know his name but he is not a man.left his girl for a whore.his child romes the world alone not knowing what she's looking for.the soldier never forgets of the pass even though he dosent care much.you could see it in his eyes the memories eat him inside like maggots feeding on dead skin.I hope you die in the battle field that's how much pain I feel.you can't run from this it's karma bitch.

to the father I never had i say these words like a bloody letter. I don't need you by my side even though i start to cry.you where not there when i needed you most you rather surve you'r country like most.you cheated on my mother i have another brother?what im trying to say I hope you die you mother fucker,that was easy to say in way.

~Gabbiel(me)

I made that for the unknown soldier that's my father known as the ass hole that made me

new year?

I would remember a day when I could not wait for the new year to begin but now I want this to end.you and me with this broken heart I just can't go on.with out you by my side tell me what should i hope for next year.We sit alone in the darkess shadows of the corner of the room nothing but the moon light in our faces forget what our name is.Let me touch your face with that gaze.don't tell me that I'm dreaming I will fall with out you near me.my life would be nothing if your not with me so..... help me trough this new year.

Hallow

Is that time of the year again my soul is creeping my life is triping.no one to hold me you should have told me.i feel empty, hallow is hard to swallow.Blood covers my eyes.Stomach twist and turn i don't know how much time has gone by.Sweat falls down my face, I dream the dream again help me my friend.open my eyes tell me what i have just done.blood drips my heart breaks good thing it just a game.

Everytime you cry

you think every time you cry everything will be all right,think again because i don't give a dam.I hate when you play with my heart.I will show you how to play but this is not a game.I dn't give a fuck tears roll down your face blood fills you'r mouth and you'r heart is distroyed that's how you made me feel when I saw you with that whore.Remember my eyes where red from crying because of you'r lieying.I was just trying to love but it had a price.now tell me how you feel this time that you love me but I played you like a fool.Do you like what I have done?Well my job is done,you'r heart is gone =D

How can I tell if you like me?

I want you to get out of my head everytime I close my eyes I see you'r face.people tell me im insane you hold my hand and tell me im just the same.I want you to hold me i don't want to be lonely.I try to get you out of my head but it wont go away like a memory it wont faid away.I'am going mad it's just so sad that you would not care if I died.Do you know I'm here?I'm trying to tell you how I feel but you tell me if I'm for real.I wish this feeling would go away .Please tell me how you feel before it's to late and I ran out of tears.Tell me what I want to hear don't take to long to say those words to me.If you want I can say them first it's not a curse just stupid words.I will hold your hand if I can, look in to you'r eyes and tell you that I love you.Of corse it's just in my head I told you, it's lame.

friends

Love and hate is all the same I don't know why I feel this way.When I see you I want to feel you.Someday I want to be more then just friends.In my dreams we are together for ever when I wake up I don't see you.When I'm sad you are the only one who makes me laugh.Every time I cry I wish you would be beside me to hold my hand and tell me that everything would be ok.You make my day with a smile in you'r face and telling me pornaholic everyday.For now we are friends but theres so much I can take.I just want to grab you by your head and kiss you because I miss you.

Can't get you out of my head

I'm trying so hard to get you out of my mind, I have these feelings inside I just want to cry. When I see you'r face I feel this ruch that I blush. My heart feels like exploding with out you even knowing.I make fun of you just because I don't have the guts to tell you how I feel with out you telling me that I'm weird.This must be love because every time someone says you'r name it make all the pain go away.You'r blue eyes are sadistic I just want to brush my fingers through you'r blode hair.When you'r lips move I want to stop time so I can surprice you with a kiss but I would probably miss.Every time you tell me what's wrong I want to tell you that I like you even though you think that might be acuard.I want to be more than just friends that must be weird but this feeling are for real.I feel that this is all for today but I still have you in my head by the way see you another day.